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The lost stars

It's a routine now, going to terrace, sitting on the terrace floor and gazing at the beautiful night sky. You know? There's nothing beautiful about the sky that you see in cities as compared to the sky you see in remote places. They are beautiful. The star studded sky, the literal mess of stars, actually takes away all the troublesome thoughts and puts our mind to rest in peace, like Rest in peace when alive. But hey, resting in peace when alive is something so unusual.. No? It's an oxymoron I guess. Yes that's the magic that star studded sky does to us. It takes us places we don't actually belong to. But the city sky, it turns our mind into mess.. Staring unstoppable into the foggy clouds covering the sky, you actually couldn't help but recount your worst experiences, nightmares and memories and how you've made through all of these. It turns you into someone you've been running away from. Today while I was counting down my achieveme...
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Rants of An Introvert

Every one deserves their share of respect. I agree some of us have earned it real hard way n deserve 'respect' more than the others but as Human Beings each and every one of Us deserve to be respected. Living in this society for so many years, Living between peoples of my own age , Seeing peoples who are as introverted as I am, I never expected them to ever misunderstand me,to speak wrong of me, to spread uncertified or false things about me just because I was trying to Overcome my Introvert Nature through one or the other way. What pricks  me the most is that I was never bothered about these very set of 'peoples', who seem to have so much Interest in my life, so much Interest in knowing whom am I talking to or Seeing these days. Well I still don't Understand what do we get When we keep on spreading false things around or things we are not certain about. Trust me, Even I understand that 'Gossip' is so much needed to keep us 'Alive' because all of ...

Complexities- Defines us the best.

Sometime it astounds me to realize that The Supreme Most Power has created this Universe that has so many complexities, some so minute and ignorable and others being so huge that instantly grabs our attention. Some Complexities that only he can explain. One such Complex Creation of the Almighty is us, The Humans. We be through so much, we fight so many battles each day, some days we achieve a world of desires and on other days we face defeat,we learn embrace it,we also learn valuable lessons from it and move on. We evolve each day, We grow as a human each day. The Fundamental Quality that makes us human is our sufferings and our patience to be through it. But what I will never understand is why after defeating the troubles and after achieving so much from life , we try to victimize ourselves.. why even in front of our near and dear ones. We are so Complex that our Complexities makes us even more worse than those wild animals who prey upon others. You know why, because they d...

One life and its Many stories.

Every story has its essence and beauty. Every time I come across a new chapter of someone's story, The chapter I'm living right now feels so less troubled. Not that my story is entirely less troubled or painless, its just that may be the part has passed away, the chapter has been closed now, And you going through the painful chapter right now doesn't mean the end of your perfect paradise. Wait for the chapter to be closed, understand that everyone goes through it, someone's chapter longer than the other one. Maybe its longer because, the other chapters to come in your story later are happy and joyous. Someone's sad phase is shorter because more is yet to be faced later on in their story , but yes the pain is never less or more. The pain, the loss, the feel, is always the same. The Heart drenching is the same. The pain is Intense. The scar on the heart is always showing yet hiding deep inside. Only few have the permission to feel the scars. The Story Of Life is ...
Opening knots of my own thoughts.. Wondering What is next to see.. Tears of pain or smile of glee? Which way is my way? I see thorns hidden everywhere in the clay.. The flickering light of hope within Me.. Is the only source of light I see.. Life feels like a display of colours.. Some soul soothing and some ugly Like scars.. Sun of my life is struggling to come out of clouds of storm.. Dying every second to shine my world, Make it warm.. I wonder sometimes.. Is it my fate?? Leading me to destruction? Or is it me ?? Leading my fate to destruction? :) Rifat..

Limitless Sky

Do you think.. Sky is the limit.. No.. there's more to it.. With every breathe.. Fly high.. In the limitless sky.. With every beat.. Make every moment immortal and Sweet.. My limits.. I search for it.. My wings knows no bounds.. My soul dances to my heartbeats.. Flying towards infinity.. I search for solace and eternity.. They say, this journey is painful.. For me, my nothingness is painful.. Flying high in the search of my existence.. Flying High in the search of peace and acceptance.. Inevitable is my will of flying high.. Of owning this limitless sky.. Do you still think.. Sky is the limit?? No.. There's more to it.. BY Rifat Parween..